November 8, 2011

Strike three! 
We have been trying for three months now and no luck yet. Last month was tough because I would've been having a baby if we hadn't miscarried and instead I wasn't even pregnant yet. I cried to Dell all night after I took the test. That time I actually bought ovulation tests and took one every day for a week. So between the test and the tingling I felt in my belly, I thought for sure it would happen. Then, it didn't. A couple days later at church, Rev. Owens said before the prayer, "There is a woman here who wants to have a child and she needs to know God is there to help." I don't remember the exact words, but I  know it was meant for me. It was unreal because Dell and I hadn't told anyone, so I knew it was meant to comfort me. The next weekend we had a Halloween party at work and they hired a fortune teller. She told me she knew I wanted to have a baby and not to worry because I would get that. Interesting. Then this week, the lady at church who prayed said something about filling an empty womb. 
The point is, I have a feeling I will have a baby one day. "Be joyful in hope, patient in trouble and persistent in prayer." Romans 12:12
So, I need to pray more and try again. More to come...