A lot of time has passed since I last wrote and a lot has happened too. I have more of a peace about the situation because I really believe everything happens for a reason. I also learned I'm not in control, which ultimately brought me to a place of calmness and that peace that I now have.
This past Sunday was Mother's Day and I woke up feeling a little differently than I had imagined, but I survived and I'm looking forward to having a real reason to celebrate that day soon. I know I will be a great mom.